I’VE just been really fatigued. i can’t always tell if it’s tiredness or laziness and i can question myself, wihch takes unnecessary energy. i’ve been told to just sleep if i need it. i don’t wanna be lazy, but my job IS TO HEAL. just to heal. i get up, eat, and then i get tired. i am glad i get outta bed and go downstairs. i have various simple tasks to do which if i get done are an accomplishmnent, i guess my prayer is for clarity,for rest and healing, and to discern what i need to do in certain instances. thank you all, i really mean it.